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.about.me.



bORN 1980. BLESSED with a blissful life & loved-ones. MARRIED to my soulmate.iN-LOVE with my tuscon. oBSESSED with matching colors. aDDICTED to food & fun. oVERWHELMED with 'crazy' teens. and...LEARNING to love every moment of this blessed life granted by God.



mY moMenTs

ShangHai-nanjinG trip
 4th-12th november
Council Camp
 19th-21st november
Hoilday trip to...??
 26th -30th november

shopping list

 new digicam
jeans
earrings
watch

SoNgs

from this moment
here without you
i live my life for you

.my.chatterbox.





.my.friends.

nurul
aisHa
duRi
izzy
nora
effe
ana
fatz
era
tini
zany
shake
azreen
tooNie
mankul
aladYnna
izadnhana
uTTerLy oRange
 BLoGGeR fAn OnliNe

.my.past.moments.


December 2003 January 2004 February 2004 March 2004 April 2004 May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 November 2007

.my captured moments.


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Wednesday, September 29


* .....without ever knowing the way..... *

Do you know how scary it feels to be so dependent on someone....its like without that person around you feel so lost and incomplete....Its not to make it sound pathetic but it really is a scary feeling ....and I so....hate to be scared. I've always believed myself to be an "independent woman" ....one who always have a strong grasp of her own emotions. But after being with someone and sharing almost everything together year after year....it builds a special bond that is so strong and sacred...
But it's a good thing to have some time off each other....to have our own personal time for reflections....It makes me appreciate the better things in life and makes me "see the light" if you know what I mean....
There are so many plans and dreams that I'm working towards and I can only pray that GOD gives me the strength to go thru' it all....
Honestly I can't wait for the fasting month to come....it never fails to make me feel calm and @peace with myself and it helps keep me focus of my aim in life....
I have to admit that I'm a material girl....well...living in a material world (pun intended)....always talking about the big $$M word and all the material things in life....and I'm constantly struggling in the rat race trying to come to terms with my out-of-the-world expectations in life....
But I don't want to be going on without ever knowing the way....
That's why times like this helps me find my way again....

Of course it would seem perfect to lead a life
walking on a road all paved with gold....
Where its always summer and i'll never feel cold....
To never get hungry and grey and old....
But I believe it's the struggles and hardships we overcome that makes us a better person
And its through this challenges that HE will bestow upon us his blessings....
cause who ever said that the journey of life is a bed of roses....
There is a bigger picture we often fail to see....more than what life on this world could offer....
and sadly ...I'm also one of those blinded by that road paved with gold....
and going without ever knowing the way....
And i don't want to be those whose shadows wandering off somewhere
Who won't make it home but really don't care
Who wanted the highway
Who're happy there only today

My only hope is that HE will never leave me going without ever knowing the way...so that I could exit this world to a life of eternal summer slacking in the thereafter...
And not just today

:: shares a beautiful moment :: @ 3:07:00 AM