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.about.me.



bORN 1980. BLESSED with a blissful life & loved-ones. MARRIED to my soulmate.iN-LOVE with my tuscon. oBSESSED with matching colors. aDDICTED to food & fun. oVERWHELMED with 'crazy' teens. and...LEARNING to love every moment of this blessed life granted by God.



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ShangHai-nanjinG trip
 4th-12th november
Council Camp
 19th-21st november
Hoilday trip to...??
 26th -30th november

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 new digicam
jeans
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SoNgs

from this moment
here without you
i live my life for you

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nurul
aisHa
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izzy
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ana
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era
tini
zany
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azreen
tooNie
mankul
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.my.past.moments.


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Monday, January 12


* May ALLAH bless his soul.....Insyallah...Goodbye by dear tok... *

The past few days have been hectic & full of emotions... as many of u would hv known...my tok passed away on Friday 9th Jan... It was a day that i'd never forget ....to lose a beloved one...someone so close... It seems like it was just yesterday that i was talking with him about my new car....N now he is gone...forever......but insyallah...to a better place....a place all of us wish n dream to be going to when we leave this temporary world....

Whatever happened....really had a great impact on me....i feel so vulnerable & scared of what e future holds for me....Life is so uncertain....but death is certain... So dear frenz n fellow bloggers....Let us pray for each other ...for our family n, for our loved ones ...n for those who are no longer with us...May we all one day meet in heaven ....insyallah
(I noe i may sound morbid talking about death n all... but itz just a reality dat we r afraid to face....)


Niwaes...my family will be having a tahlil akbar at Masjid Mydin this saturday after asar...Mainly for my relatives...but u all are also welcome if u can spare e time....


Sorry for not updating...just needed time to absorb everything...with school and all...But i think i'm fine nowi tink...i may be happy on e outside...but insidr i'm struggling with all e emotions i hv ...only in those moments went memoriesz of tok comes back....it touches my deepest soul...n makes me sad. To any of u who have felt e lost of ur loved one...i feel for u n i hope n pray that we become a better person out of this.....insyallah...
i tink i'd never be e same again ...e loss of tok has changed my view of life forever...n guess its e berkat of his doa...dat he is helping his cucu to be a better person...a better muslim..insyallah...He is a man i admire & have e upmost respect for.....Till e very end he was a true muslim ...fighting hard & holding strong to his beliefs..n even sempat hv his last subuh paryer b4 her left us forever....I can only pray that i have his strength in me somewhere ...to help me get thru' all dis...insyallah kalau di-izinkanNYA

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